PF

Well, I met a guy on craigslist that provided 'erotic services'. We met several times over a 6 month period. I fell for him after a month and we became friends outside of what he does. He was booted from the navy for drug use 2 years ago and owes them thousands of dollars. He has a 9-5 job that pays him under the table where the military cant take his paycheck and he is a male hooker on the side. I fell in love with him and never told him for months until just now by writing him a letter telling him how i felt about him and then he responded saying' i have talked it over with my friends, and unfortunately i can no longer see you'. He totally broke my heart and said I broke rule # 1- don't fall in love with the hooker. he told me he loves me as a friend, but is not IN LOVE with me nor will he be. Somewhere in my mind, I thought I could win him over some day. Well, now he wont even talk to me as a friend. I need closure regarding him and he is just ignoring me completely and he never did before. I brought him a lot of nice gifts and took him out to nice places that were not cheap. I really loved this man and I would have spent the rest of my life with him. Hardly any of his friends knows that he is a male hooker. I am 36 and he is 23. Several times when we were together, he was always wanting to avoid certain guys walking down the street or in a public place saying that they were an old ex BF and 'can we walk the other way?...i don't want to see them right now'. Was he a player and was I just to dumb to see this due to my low self esteem and low confidence? I lost my virginity to him. He has a BF that knows what he does and claims that he loves him very much. How can he sleep with other guys and be in love with his BF? How do I get over him? I really loved him and he just dumped me as a friend. I was so good to him. I bent over backwards to do everything for him. He ignores all my texts and calls which he used to take all the time. He just shut the door on me and it really hurts bad. How do I move on? I just cant get him out of my head or my heart especially. I am a broken man. Please help me. PLEASE NO HATERS...THANK YOU

this is for married and divorced what does it have to do with you?